SNL videos

So if you haven't seen the SNL skit I mentioned, I have it here. Along with the original music video so you have an idea of what it's supposed to be like.

Here's her actual video...




And whoever posted the SNL one, wouldn't let me Embed it. So copy and paste to your browser...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LBC7pilGoPc

We're the Dancers...

The title is from that Saturday Night Live episode with Justin Timberlake as one of Beyonce's back up dancers in Single Ladies. I loved that, and thought it was hilarious. Every time I hear the word dancers, that's what I think of. Anyway, I'm taking a ballet class. It's great! I've only gone twice but I'm having fun and I really enjoy it. I got myself some actual Demi-pointe ballet shoes even. That means I'm serious :) So last week it was just Becky and I in class. She is the most beautiful dancer I've seen up close and personal, and I am a brand new beginner. So... two opposites, but I feel like I'm improving since the first class. I'm not as uncoordinated as I've been led to believe. I think I've told myself that I'm uncoordinated since I could walk :) Tomorrow will be class 3 and I'm excited to go!

I'm mostly happy to be out of bed. I've spent the last 3.5 days in bed. I've been pretty frickin' miserable. Looooong weekend. On Wednesday I felt like my tonsils were getting sore AGAIN. So Thursday I went to work, then home at noon and crawled in bed miserable and had some antibiotics called in AGAIN. 3 weeks this round, makes sense, it's my 3rd round. So I'm feeling better today. I went to work this morning then got to get my groceries that I didn't get out of bed to grab over the weekend. I can eat solid food again!!! Woohoo! So if you're accustomed to hearing from me over the weekend, I apologize, but I didn't do anything but sleep, take drugs, and try really hard to eat mushy liquid food without crying cause it hurt so bad. (no sympathy please, one day I'll get the darn things out, tonsils, and then I would like your sympathy since I won't get to eat solid food for maybe 2 weeks) I can't tell you how tired I am of eating yogurt, applesauce, cottage cheese and canned pears. I'm ready for something good! And poor Cody, he came on Saturday (I hadn't even seen him since sunday, it must be a record) to take me to get more drugs and apparently I got him sick too. But he got over it in 2 days. And me? it's taken me 4 days of drugs to eat solid food again. Lame! But I'm feeling much better and my tonsils are almost back down to regular huge size and not sick ginormous size. Seriously, you haven't seen tonsils as big as mine, unless you've seen one of my siblings...

ok ok

So for the 3 of you who follow my blog... Nothing has happened to me since I last posted... except that a got sick again... Sad story. So I took my antibiotics for my Strep and got better. Then I got a massage 2 days after I finished my drugs and I got sick again. APPARENTLEY it wasn't all out of my system yet and the massage just kinda spread it all out and made it worse and I woke up with tonsils the size of golf balls for the 2nd week in a row. (run on sentence?) I should've figured that I was sick the night before when I had to keep from crying when Cody took me to a BBQ place when I wanted a burger; ridiculous, but then I woke up so sick and crying the next day that I realize now, that maybe it wasn't just an over reaction... (run on sentence?) So! I'm on my second round of antibiotics for 2 weeks this time and maybe it'll go away completely.

We had girls night for work tonight. It was fun. Meet at Olive Garden after work and sit there for 4.5 hours chatting. I'm sure the staff loved how long we sat... oh well. Well I guess some of us sat there that long. You know, there aren't many people you can talk to about anything, but I think Lin and Chan are my official go-to people. Cause they don't judge me and they get it :) I had someone tell me once, that they would think of me differently if they knew that I had _________ (fill in the blank). I would never think of someone differently if they did something that I didn't approve of. Mistake or no, I just don't judge people like that. Maybe I'm less judgemental than some, but I guess I just decided that I like the open minded/unjudgemental type that are my people. But I like all the other people too... and I would never think badly of you if you judge me. And I don't care what you think of me anyway. Girls night turned into something else there, that was a random tangent... my thoughts for the universe.

I don't care what you think of me. There may be some people that think I'm ridiculous (we talked about this at work girls night) for getting a boob job when I finish having kids. I get weird looks when I mentioned this, because "Hayley your boobs are fine". Well I know that, I think they're great. But when I'm done having kids and they're all shrunkin up and saggy, I might want to put them back how they were. I wouldn't do it for my husband or for the approval of others. I would do it cause it would make me feel good to look good. I would only do that for me. AND I WILL!!! MUAHAHAHA. Anyway, when I feel sexy... I feel sexy. I didn't know how to finish that. Cause you don't necessarily look sexy when you feel it... So as the saying goes, I'll get a boob job if I damn well please. Or maybe that's not a saying. :)