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So for the 3 of you who follow my blog... Nothing has happened to me since I last posted... except that a got sick again... Sad story. So I took my antibiotics for my Strep and got better. Then I got a massage 2 days after I finished my drugs and I got sick again. APPARENTLEY it wasn't all out of my system yet and the massage just kinda spread it all out and made it worse and I woke up with tonsils the size of golf balls for the 2nd week in a row. (run on sentence?) I should've figured that I was sick the night before when I had to keep from crying when Cody took me to a BBQ place when I wanted a burger; ridiculous, but then I woke up so sick and crying the next day that I realize now, that maybe it wasn't just an over reaction... (run on sentence?) So! I'm on my second round of antibiotics for 2 weeks this time and maybe it'll go away completely.

We had girls night for work tonight. It was fun. Meet at Olive Garden after work and sit there for 4.5 hours chatting. I'm sure the staff loved how long we sat... oh well. Well I guess some of us sat there that long. You know, there aren't many people you can talk to about anything, but I think Lin and Chan are my official go-to people. Cause they don't judge me and they get it :) I had someone tell me once, that they would think of me differently if they knew that I had _________ (fill in the blank). I would never think of someone differently if they did something that I didn't approve of. Mistake or no, I just don't judge people like that. Maybe I'm less judgemental than some, but I guess I just decided that I like the open minded/unjudgemental type that are my people. But I like all the other people too... and I would never think badly of you if you judge me. And I don't care what you think of me anyway. Girls night turned into something else there, that was a random tangent... my thoughts for the universe.

I don't care what you think of me. There may be some people that think I'm ridiculous (we talked about this at work girls night) for getting a boob job when I finish having kids. I get weird looks when I mentioned this, because "Hayley your boobs are fine". Well I know that, I think they're great. But when I'm done having kids and they're all shrunkin up and saggy, I might want to put them back how they were. I wouldn't do it for my husband or for the approval of others. I would do it cause it would make me feel good to look good. I would only do that for me. AND I WILL!!! MUAHAHAHA. Anyway, when I feel sexy... I feel sexy. I didn't know how to finish that. Cause you don't necessarily look sexy when you feel it... So as the saying goes, I'll get a boob job if I damn well please. Or maybe that's not a saying. :)